zhiHAO: lol that is your senior wei li
REDDFISHHH: lol what the hairdresser said :P
wei jie: (kallang wave/serpent/aduken) FNM!
yu xuan: zzz don't waste time tagging me go tekkan wei jie and hon yu for me
jackson: ok haha, and when did i say you did?
Joel: haha i am now aren't I?
tk: see above :P
Calvin: see above ABOVE :P
jackson: lol hygiene product? ask nat or dinie for further explaination
Wei En: lol k jerk will link you soon
Well it has been a while hasn't it? Sorry for not updating so long, have been busy with studies and other stuff. Will update on awards nite with photos and stuff at a later date, this post isn't meant as a recount, it's just to get something off my chest that has been clinging on since last year.
I wrote this post and posted it quite a while ago, but I deleted it and saved it to drafts because I thought you were going to change, looks like I was wrong, so here it is again.
Seriously what the hell is your problem. Out of everyone like you, you are still the biggest asshole around and despite me trying my best to give you my respect, you just seem to have to keep giving me another reason why you don't deserve it. Is it the company you are with? Doesn't mean because they are assholes mean you have to be one too, you used to be a friend which is why I had to think a long while before writing this post, good thing you'll never read it. You are the most biased person I have ever met in a long while, you can tell me off when I do something you dislike, but when someone else does it? WHO THE HELL CARES, YOU JUST MAKE A JOKE OUT OF IT LIKE THE KIND OF GUY YOU ARE. And talking about being a hypocrite, as if you've never done half of the stuff you mention. How people can even see you as suitable is an amazement to me, which is further emphasis on the company you choose. As if I don't know you put that guy there just to spite me, OBVIOUSLY THAT GUY IS NOT SUITABLE FOR THAT ROLE, WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING, PUTTING YOU SELFISHNESS AND RETARDED JOKES IN FRONT OF STUFF THAT REALLY MATTERS. I am getting really sick of the kind of attitude you are showing and I am especially sick of still treating you as a good friend despite all you've done, helping you out, associating with you, just taking in your insults without a word, trying to be the nicest I can be to an asshole like you and giving you that little bit of respect you seemingly deserve. But since you don't recognise my efforts then fine, you have just lost what little respect I had left for you, you biased insulting hypocritical piece of shit.That was from long ago and you don't seem to have changed much, maybe only becoming more irritating. You are perhaps the biggest idiot I have ever come to know. You know that I vouched for you once? I vouched for your abilities over my better friends because I believed in you, thanks for taking advantage of my obviously misplaced faith. Even though your company has changed and you are hanging out with MUCH better people than you are, you only treat me nicely around 'that person'. And once 'that person' leaves? TA DAH IT'S LIKE A MAGIC ACT, YOU TURN BACK INTO THAT BASTARD I KNEW ALL ALONG. I really can't seem to stand you anymore, I thought I was finally done with you after so long, but you just can't seem to get the fuck out of my life can you? MAKE UP YOUR IRRITATING MESSED UP MIND AND JUST BUTT OUT OF MY AMBITIONS, THIS WAS MY DREAM WAY BEFORE IT WAS YOURS, I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT YOU NO LONGER HAVE ANY RIGHT TO PURSUE THAT DREAM OR ANY FAITH IN YOU FROM US, THAT'S RIGHT US, NOT JUST ME, THE OTHER TWO WITH THE SAME AMBITIONS AS ME FEEL THE SAME. WHY CAN'T YOU GET THE CLUE THAT ALL OF US LOST ALL OUR LIKE FOR YOU ONCE YOU SHOWED US YOUR TRUE COLORS? EVERYTHING YOU DO IS JUST SO PROVOCATIVE IT MAKES US WANT TO KILL YOU LITERALLY.
As if ruining our hopes for a peaceful reunion without you wasn't bad enough, you had to go and get me pulled back another 6 whole months, just because you are so freaking fickle-minded and obnoxious. I can no longer put up with all the insolence and attitude you keep giving us, your rudeness, your insensitivity, your hypocritical nature, your 'good boy' image you keep giving everyone. If only people could see you for who you really are, I'm pretty sure they would feel the same as us. I can only hope you give up YOUR(my) ambition, become a better person or just drop dead before you can accomplish YOUR(my) ambition.