Sometimes when you're emo, you go read the blogs of complete idiots who have no comprehension of the english language, you feel better.
I'd like to thank those people, for without people like them, I don't get to feel good about myself :D.
Pushed The Limits Of Success At 7:26 PM
Life is weird sometimes
Okay so I know I have alot to catch up on, grad nite, farewell assembly, chalet and everything that has been going on, but right now I just feel like letting everything out.
I had no idea where my life is going, I have been putting this off for a while, I need to think through what my post secondary life is going to be like and the mere thought scares the hell out of me.
I am contemplating getting a job, I know it won't be easy but I feel that the experience will do me good and I will be able to waste some time away while getting some money but I am still very confused over this issue.
Giving up seems like the best option right now, I haven't done anything deserving of the final goal and it feels a million miles away, I lack the balls to step up to the challenge and giving up spares me the pain of rejection.
I have no idea what I can or should or must do and it is killing me, the extreme boredom isn't helping either, what I need now is just a shoulder to cry on and a ear that can listen.
Pushed The Limits Of Success At 1:49 AM
Woah
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Here's some facts you may not have known.
1)O levels ended 2)I've gone back to lan gaming 3)I've gotten sick of after O's life 4)Daniel Craig is so awesome, he can kill a person using only his thoughts 5)Grad nite was pretty cool 6)I will upload grad nite/farewell assembly pictures soon 7)I want to buy nerf weaponry that has just become available locally 8)I got an ATM card with no money 9)My internet was down for the past two days 10)Julian is a lucky piece of shit for winning so much stuff (which he'll probably never receive) 11)The new definition of "Plan" according to oxford. plan noun, verb, planned, planning. – To play halo 3 12)Chalet is tomorrow and I haven't packed 13)I'm not sure how to get there either 14)Qian hui is extremely negative towards chalet planning 15)Qian hui has finally accepted Julian as her boyfriend 16)The past two facts are factual 17)I've gone back to world of warcraft 18)I've read a BOOK OMG 19)The book was about how to survive in a zombie apocalypse. 20)Went to amk openhouse to upon yong bangs request to help him with the india booth 21)Yong bang actually gave me and qing jie all the work and went to slack 22)I miss india kinda 23)I am NOT becoming a VI 24)I have to go to the june course next year 25)I've forgiven calvin for stealing my spot 26)Di sheng IS going for class chalet or I'll casterate him 27)Teabagging in halo is polite gaming etiquette 28)I'll miss the school kinda 29)Chalet is tomorrow, I can't stress that enough 30)I'll be visiting ying xin's funeral in the next couple of days 31)Chuck is awesome but I can't find a stupid website that streams it 32)There is no money for booze at the chalet D: 33)Will reply to tags next post
Until next time.
Pushed The Limits Of Success At 4:51 PM
Collin Raye - Love Me
Monday, November 10, 2008
This is the greatest song ever, it makes me cry, if you don't think this is the greatest song ever, I will fight you, that's no lie.
Pushed The Limits Of Success At 4:07 AM
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