Okay so I know I have alot to catch up on, grad nite, farewell assembly, chalet and everything that has been going on, but right now I just feel like letting everything out.
I had no idea where my life is going, I have been putting this off for a while, I need to think through what my post secondary life is going to be like and the mere thought scares the hell out of me.
I am contemplating getting a job, I know it won't be easy but I feel that the experience will do me good and I will be able to waste some time away while getting some money but I am still very confused over this issue.
Giving up seems like the best option right now, I haven't done anything deserving of the final goal and it feels a million miles away, I lack the balls to step up to the challenge and giving up spares me the pain of rejection.
I have no idea what I can or should or must do and it is killing me, the extreme boredom isn't helping either, what I need now is just a shoulder to cry on and a ear that can listen.
Pushed The Limits Of Success At 1:49 AM
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